"Die before you die, there is no chance after."

A life of a Christian is never going to be easy. If what we believe is not true, then it holds no important, but if it is true then it holds infinite importance. It is either nothing or everything, there is no middle ground. I think this is what God meant when he spoke about being 'lukewarm'.. is it as if somebody is saying that it is true, but holds 'little' importance. This cannot be true! If you have truly found the pearl that is the kingdom of God, you would sell EVERYTHING YOU HAD to buy the plot of land where that pearl lies! If you could see just a tiny glimps of the goodness that lies ahead, there would be no hesitation in your mind about whether this is all worth it..

My God completely rules my life. My loving God, my heavenly father, all that I wish to do in my life is to serve him. Nothing else is worth it. We must completely die to our old selves, and let God transform us into what we were always made to be, something so much better, something so much more satisfying. God has such perfect plans. What an honour to be part of them.