I'm coming up to some major crossroads in my life.. and my days are quite scary, quite daunting, quite exciting, but also.. through everything God gives me peace. I was talking with a friend about how when you might feel like you're in a boat out at sea in amongst a storm and you don't know where is north, where is south, its just darkness and all you can see is the rain.. yet in these times, we can have peace that comes from knowing that God is so much bigger than us, so much bigger than the storm.. and he is protecting, and guiding us. And that no matter where we end up, he will still be there, and he will still be bigger and greater than anything!

It is difficult when trying to make decisions, especially for me, because I always just want to please people.. I hate to see people upset or worried about things I might be doing. But at the same time, I think that in these times God is really teaching me what is it to trust him.. and that maybe this is more like how my life will be in the future. People will not also understand why we do things, or what we are doing.. but if it is something that God calls us to do.. then it is completely the best thing for us. Without a doubt. I mean... God will always use us, no matter where we are, but I believe he does have special plans for each of us.

"I get to love you through whatever comes.. what a privilege.. how sweet it is.."

Please pray for clarity from God.. pray that I might be able to distinguish between wisdom, and between feelings of fear..

Thank-you so much

Proverbs 16:9

In his heart a man plans his course, but the LORD determines his steps